My en11 draft...started: 11:00pm....finished: 01:37am....
...sigh...I can't print it now...so tomorrow...hope this thing's good enough....
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Friday, September 30, 2005
3pages
...I'v only written three pages and I have absolutely ran out of what to say next. SIgh...
My en11 draft...started: 11:00pm....finished: 01:37am....
...sigh...I can't print it now...so tomorrow...hope this thing's good enough....
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My en11 draft...started: 11:00pm....finished: 01:37am....
...sigh...I can't print it now...so tomorrow...hope this thing's good enough....
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Yesterday and today
[TUESDAY]
Fil Exam: it was easy (if only I had really remebered all mynotes I'd have gotten a better score). Score: 49/80...it so sux...
..video rental place wasn't open till after 11am so I couldn't rent Magnifico...had to walk back and forth to get the needed requirements for membership..absolutely don't get Video City's requirements...[as if I can get the dorm building's Meralco bill just like that *snap* :rolleyes:]
12nn: got memebership in other video rental place (thank goodness for it...VCity is too weird and had no time to spare for it)...it was way more expensive though...ehehe...
what followed: Watched movie and did math homework at the same time (oh, and wrote notes about the movie)...guess what? I didn't get to finish the film and my homework drained my brain...was gonna be late for math so both were incomplete...so too bad for me, I didn't get to write the proposal just the same...(actually I wrote it but it was already 1230am for cryin' out
loud)
***
[WEDNESDAY]
Too late to pass...now I'm needing all the help my sucky brain can give me.
en11: ate (1)cereal [the fruity ones] (2)donut [cello's oreo, recognized the taste] (3)cream puff [dang that hardened sugar was super sweet, my throat hurt] (4)banana cake [tasted like banana..DUH!] (5)grapes [uh, it was grape-y...hehe] and C2 apple...don't like emon...it's too sweet...
event; my classmates eating cereal with c2 mixure of apple/lemon instead of milk...banana cake dipped in c2 lemon...EWW...I don't care that they said it tasted great...c2 is JUST a drink. Dude, people are so weird..(:rolleyes: /:) like I'm not one myself? ha-ha)
After school event: ate lunch in Choco Kiss (after how many weeks of not going to UP). Ordered Chicken Alfredo...so tasty...love the chicken bits...too much on the bellpeppers(?) though...added a generous sprinkle of parmesan cheese...oh so tasty, so very tasty...*drooling*
Had cake (yep, had another sweet.. ;P )...my fave one...Dayap Chiffon Cake...ah, oh so heavenly..except that the bread for me was suddenly dry unlike the last time I ate it...didn't totally ruin my appetite though... I was so filled I just sat there for a while...'Pesa was with me, so we just chatted...
next: I FOUND A SECOND-HAND BOOK OF LOTR PIII THE RETURN OF THE KING! IT'S IN SUCH A GOOD CONDITION AND NO BREAKAGE AT ALL IN THE SPINE! THE EDGES OF THE PAGES ARE SO YELLOW!PRODUCTION DATE; JUNE 1976!!!
Aah, it felt good purchasing it. XD
Mid-afternoon...seperated with 'pesa and had a nap...head began hurting..oh well...
Dinner: McDo with cuz Aj...then coffe in Seattle's Best as he and his friends chatted and discussed the book launching they were organizing for power books [book launch was about Book 11 of Robert Jordan's bestseller, The Wheel of Time (yes people, the end is nigh..er, near)
WotPhils Booklaunch >>check for the announcement and contact numbers for reservations... lost the link to the official poster and all...oh well, it'll be posted around Ateneo sometime this week I'm guessing...and on blackboards as well, Lea and..er, I'M SORRY I FORGOT YOUR NAME will be doing this..I heard them say so...four posters total...might help in the writing-on-the-board-thing...Well, anyway, don't forget to reserve your copy...it's a first come, first serve basis. :D
...final note: didn't do en11 draft at all...
Fil Exam: it was easy (if only I had really remebered all mynotes I'd have gotten a better score). Score: 49/80...it so sux...
..video rental place wasn't open till after 11am so I couldn't rent Magnifico...had to walk back and forth to get the needed requirements for membership..absolutely don't get Video City's requirements...[as if I can get the dorm building's Meralco bill just like that *snap* :rolleyes:]
12nn: got memebership in other video rental place (thank goodness for it...VCity is too weird and had no time to spare for it)...it was way more expensive though...ehehe...
what followed: Watched movie and did math homework at the same time (oh, and wrote notes about the movie)...guess what? I didn't get to finish the film and my homework drained my brain...was gonna be late for math so both were incomplete...so too bad for me, I didn't get to write the proposal just the same...(actually I wrote it but it was already 1230am for cryin' out
loud)
***
[WEDNESDAY]
Too late to pass...now I'm needing all the help my sucky brain can give me.
en11: ate (1)cereal [the fruity ones] (2)donut [cello's oreo, recognized the taste] (3)cream puff [dang that hardened sugar was super sweet, my throat hurt] (4)banana cake [tasted like banana..DUH!] (5)grapes [uh, it was grape-y...hehe] and C2 apple...don't like emon...it's too sweet...
event; my classmates eating cereal with c2 mixure of apple/lemon instead of milk...banana cake dipped in c2 lemon...EWW...I don't care that they said it tasted great...c2 is JUST a drink. Dude, people are so weird..(:rolleyes: /:) like I'm not one myself? ha-ha)
After school event: ate lunch in Choco Kiss (after how many weeks of not going to UP). Ordered Chicken Alfredo...so tasty...love the chicken bits...too much on the bellpeppers(?) though...added a generous sprinkle of parmesan cheese...oh so tasty, so very tasty...*drooling*
Had cake (yep, had another sweet.. ;P )...my fave one...Dayap Chiffon Cake...ah, oh so heavenly..except that the bread for me was suddenly dry unlike the last time I ate it...didn't totally ruin my appetite though... I was so filled I just sat there for a while...'Pesa was with me, so we just chatted...
next: I FOUND A SECOND-HAND BOOK OF LOTR PIII THE RETURN OF THE KING! IT'S IN SUCH A GOOD CONDITION AND NO BREAKAGE AT ALL IN THE SPINE! THE EDGES OF THE PAGES ARE SO YELLOW!PRODUCTION DATE; JUNE 1976!!!
Aah, it felt good purchasing it. XD
Mid-afternoon...seperated with 'pesa and had a nap...head began hurting..oh well...
Dinner: McDo with cuz Aj...then coffe in Seattle's Best as he and his friends chatted and discussed the book launching they were organizing for power books [book launch was about Book 11 of Robert Jordan's bestseller, The Wheel of Time (yes people, the end is nigh..er, near)
WotPhils Booklaunch >>check for the announcement and contact numbers for reservations... lost the link to the official poster and all...oh well, it'll be posted around Ateneo sometime this week I'm guessing...and on blackboards as well, Lea and..er, I'M SORRY I FORGOT YOUR NAME will be doing this..I heard them say so...four posters total...might help in the writing-on-the-board-thing...Well, anyway, don't forget to reserve your copy...it's a first come, first serve basis. :D
...final note: didn't do en11 draft at all...
Monday, September 26, 2005
:-<
Boo...first I couldn't think up a damn movie and therefore had no proposal to pass...even until 2:30pm (w/c was the extended time given to us) I still didn't have a proposal...then my shirt (my WHITE shirt) got horribly stained (endured it for four and a half hours)...then my groupmates didn't show (I waited till 5:15pm [meeting time was 4pm], it made me think that maybe they changed the meeting place or something)...I have no load...my bank account's running low...my earlier post fizzed and I was forcefully logged out (O_o)...now, I have to study for the filipino exam tomorrow...and nothing is entering my head...nada...zip...non...BLAH!!!!...and I still haven't done my math homework...hoo-boy... :-<
...sighing into despair...
Has my already low luck sunk to the abyss? Oh please, no.
Must finish things by tomorrow...i.e. en11 proposal...and math homework...thank goodness for my loooooong break in b/n fil and math...sigh...
:-< mou, my groupmates still ain't ym-ing or text messaging me...our report's on wednesday for crying out loud...sheesh...
OH LIGHT! Help me! x_x
*edit*
Still nothing....
**edit** [midnight]
realization: it's all my cellphone's fault. It friggin' wasn't working that's why I didn't recieve anything...crud...F**K! $#!+...I hate this...life is just getting harder...
...sighing into despair...
Has my already low luck sunk to the abyss? Oh please, no.
Must finish things by tomorrow...i.e. en11 proposal...and math homework...thank goodness for my loooooong break in b/n fil and math...sigh...
:-< mou, my groupmates still ain't ym-ing or text messaging me...our report's on wednesday for crying out loud...sheesh...
OH LIGHT! Help me! x_x
*edit*
Still nothing....
**edit** [midnight]
realization: it's all my cellphone's fault. It friggin' wasn't working that's why I didn't recieve anything...crud...F**K! $#!+...I hate this...life is just getting harder...
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Homework
Aaaarghh!!! What am I gonna do?
I have no idea what to write for english and the proposal's due to tomorrow? I don't have the homework where I'm suppose to review a film that repulsed me or one I found absolutely ridiculous...well, all I've got to say is I haven't been watching movies in MONTHS!! MONTHS, get it?!?!?! AAAAARRGGH!!! And I can't remember any film that I found stupid.
And a local film?! I don't like our local films. Why? None of your business.
But damn it! I need a film...films....crap!! Crud!! That's it I'm going to fail...AAAHHH!!
*edit*
$#!+ coz I've an exam to study for even...crud! Life is so not getting any better...
I have no idea what to write for english and the proposal's due to tomorrow? I don't have the homework where I'm suppose to review a film that repulsed me or one I found absolutely ridiculous...well, all I've got to say is I haven't been watching movies in MONTHS!! MONTHS, get it?!?!?! AAAAARRGGH!!! And I can't remember any film that I found stupid.
And a local film?! I don't like our local films. Why? None of your business.
But damn it! I need a film...films....crap!! Crud!! That's it I'm going to fail...AAAHHH!!
*edit*
$#!+ coz I've an exam to study for even...crud! Life is so not getting any better...
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
:-&
“The Piano Teacher”
Winner—Cannes Festival Grand Jury Prize, 2001
Honestly, it’s sick….S/M sex indeed….though it is more verbal than physical. Erika’s “hobby” is so…so…eww.
Still, I didn’t really expect this movie to be like this. Acting was good though…and after reading the given reviews I looked at the movie with a “beyond what I see” perspective and saw that the movie does have a certain depth to it, in a psychological kind of way.
The movie really is a mix of bordering-madness, creepy unease, thought-provoking, and ridiculous. In Rechtshaffen’s words, “[It] is the kind of film that teeters on a very fine line between seat-shifting uneasiness and flat out silliness.” And that basically sums it up.
Synopsis/Summary:
[Non-spoiler summary]
Erika Kohut is a piano teacher at the Vienna Conservatory prestigious music school in Vienna. In her early forties and single, she lives with her overprotective and controlling mother in a hermetically sealed world of love-hate and dependency, where there is no room for men. Her sex life consists of voyeurism and masochistic self-injury. Lonely and alienated, Erika finds solace by visiting sex shops and experimenting with masochism. Ata a recital, she befriends Walter, a handsome young man, whom she seduces and with whom she begins an illicit affair. As Erika slowly drifts closer to the brink of emotional disorder, she uses the love-stricken Walter to explore her darkest sado-masochistic fantasies, which eventually lead to her undoing.
[Spoiler Warning *highlight to read*]
Erika is a sexually repressed piano professor in Vienna who is approaching spinsterhood and lives with her mother. When a student tries to seduce her, she agrees, but on her terms. The relationship ends unhappily when she reveals her extreme masochistic desires to him, which brings the relationship to an end, but not before he has made a disgusted attempt to enact his conception of her masochistic fantasies.
And there you have it. If you’re one with an indifference to sex themed movies or don’t easily become uneasy about it, I suppose you’ll be able to watch without going “Eww! So gross! So weird!” That’s about it. I’ve nothing more to say.
PS
“What the heck kind of ending was that?!” >>this I’m sure, is what you’d be asking yourself after watching the ending scene. But then again, I suppose it was to be expected. After all, a “conventional ending would be a cop out.”
Sources:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Piano_Teacher
http://shopping.yahoo.com/p:The%20Piano%20Teacher%20(La%20Pianiste):1807866485:upc=738329026325
Winner—Cannes Festival Grand Jury Prize, 2001
Honestly, it’s sick….S/M sex indeed….though it is more verbal than physical. Erika’s “hobby” is so…so…eww.
Still, I didn’t really expect this movie to be like this. Acting was good though…and after reading the given reviews I looked at the movie with a “beyond what I see” perspective and saw that the movie does have a certain depth to it, in a psychological kind of way.
The movie really is a mix of bordering-madness, creepy unease, thought-provoking, and ridiculous. In Rechtshaffen’s words, “[It] is the kind of film that teeters on a very fine line between seat-shifting uneasiness and flat out silliness.” And that basically sums it up.
Synopsis/Summary:
[Non-spoiler summary]
Erika Kohut is a piano teacher at the Vienna Conservatory prestigious music school in Vienna. In her early forties and single, she lives with her overprotective and controlling mother in a hermetically sealed world of love-hate and dependency, where there is no room for men. Her sex life consists of voyeurism and masochistic self-injury. Lonely and alienated, Erika finds solace by visiting sex shops and experimenting with masochism. Ata a recital, she befriends Walter, a handsome young man, whom she seduces and with whom she begins an illicit affair. As Erika slowly drifts closer to the brink of emotional disorder, she uses the love-stricken Walter to explore her darkest sado-masochistic fantasies, which eventually lead to her undoing.
[Spoiler Warning *highlight to read*]
Erika is a sexually repressed piano professor in Vienna who is approaching spinsterhood and lives with her mother. When a student tries to seduce her, she agrees, but on her terms. The relationship ends unhappily when she reveals her extreme masochistic desires to him, which brings the relationship to an end, but not before he has made a disgusted attempt to enact his conception of her masochistic fantasies.
And there you have it. If you’re one with an indifference to sex themed movies or don’t easily become uneasy about it, I suppose you’ll be able to watch without going “Eww! So gross! So weird!” That’s about it. I’ve nothing more to say.
PS
“What the heck kind of ending was that?!” >>this I’m sure, is what you’d be asking yourself after watching the ending scene. But then again, I suppose it was to be expected. After all, a “conventional ending would be a cop out.”
Sources:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Piano_Teacher
http://shopping.yahoo.com/p:The%20Piano%20Teacher%20(La%20Pianiste):1807866485:upc=738329026325
Friday, September 16, 2005
XP
Finally not much homework...no papers to do...nothing! Ha-ha!! No more sleeping at 2am then waking up 4 hours later to prepare for school...haha!
This morning [around 130am] pissed me off though. Friggin' brown out just had just when I was about to send my paper to sir...sheesh...
Friday was a good day I suppose...I just couldn't stop yawning every few minutes...stiffling it was harder...I guess I was more tired than I'd thought...Oh well...
But here I am again...not sleeping...when I didn't even get a nap yet...but it is Friday so I sleeping late is fine.
Just reading...bet you you're bored reading this entry as I am writing it...ha-ha! ;P
Nothing to say now...hmm...
Ciao...
*To Chi: HI!!!!* >>well, that's a hi for you if you're checking out my boring self. ;P
This morning [around 130am] pissed me off though. Friggin' brown out just had just when I was about to send my paper to sir...sheesh...
Friday was a good day I suppose...I just couldn't stop yawning every few minutes...stiffling it was harder...I guess I was more tired than I'd thought...Oh well...
But here I am again...not sleeping...when I didn't even get a nap yet...but it is Friday so I sleeping late is fine.
Just reading...bet you you're bored reading this entry as I am writing it...ha-ha! ;P
Nothing to say now...hmm...
Ciao...
*To Chi: HI!!!!* >>well, that's a hi for you if you're checking out my boring self. ;P
Monday, September 12, 2005
moaning
my world is spinning
a heavy weight I place upon myself
I wear this collar of gold
beautifully detailed...
deceptivelyheavy
with binding chains that connect to my hands,
covered and controlled by gloves of fear for failure
my world spins again,
I've lost my footing
I've fallen again, a failure
have I not strived enough?
Have I not worked hard enough?
perhaps...
I've only gambled with the fates
Caroused with the paper of time
and dwindled all I had gained
perhaps this burden is my reward
yes...
that must be it
but still it weighs heavily
my failure shames me that much
Peace! Lead me right this time...
My feet now move forward again
Perhaps this spinning will soon stop
and next time,
next time surely I will pull away
~written with no sense but to pass time as my head throbs with pain I so rightly deserve
a heavy weight I place upon myself
I wear this collar of gold
beautifully detailed...
deceptivelyheavy
with binding chains that connect to my hands,
covered and controlled by gloves of fear for failure
my world spins again,
I've lost my footing
I've fallen again, a failure
have I not strived enough?
Have I not worked hard enough?
perhaps...
I've only gambled with the fates
Caroused with the paper of time
and dwindled all I had gained
perhaps this burden is my reward
yes...
that must be it
but still it weighs heavily
my failure shames me that much
Peace! Lead me right this time...
My feet now move forward again
Perhaps this spinning will soon stop
and next time,
next time surely I will pull away
~written with no sense but to pass time as my head throbs with pain I so rightly deserve
Saturday, September 10, 2005
/:)
Now, for a proper introduction...er, how do you start an intro here in the net anyway...
...hmm..
WELCOME TO MY WORLD!!!!
there, that's introduction enough. :D
Here's my lame 1st post:
There...a blog...another one anyway...my other one is to where I put in all my darker impulse posts. :D This one will be for (duh!) everything else.
Uh..more later...I'll just edit this post...later...
Hey Kitchie!! (like you're still awake...*roll eyes*) /:)
Hey Mozart!
Yeah, I finally made one...though this one is after I did the other one...hehe =^-^=
...hmm..
WELCOME TO MY WORLD!!!!
there, that's introduction enough. :D
Here's my lame 1st post:
There...a blog...another one anyway...my other one is to where I put in all my darker impulse posts. :D This one will be for (duh!) everything else.
Uh..more later...I'll just edit this post...later...
Hey Kitchie!! (like you're still awake...*roll eyes*) /:)
Hey Mozart!
Yeah, I finally made one...though this one is after I did the other one...hehe =^-^=
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